A Little Bit About Me

Hi :) My name is Kim, and I'm the author of this blog. It's kinda funny, I never thought I would ever create a blog, but then I moved up to college in August 2013. I made some great friendships, and as we became closer, I learned about their struggles with depression and anxiety. While I have never struggled with depression myself, I grew up in the military, and I know what feeling alone is like. I have a lot of empathy for them and respect for their strength of character.
As I have helped my friends more and more, I have learned a lot about depression, and the more I did, the more I wanted to do. The only problem is that I couldn't help everyone: I realized that I still have my own life that I need to take care of and enjoy. With my hands tied, I figured, Hey! I can start a blog!
Anyway, a bit about me: I was born in Texas, but lived in Nebraska, Guam, Massachusetts, and California before my dad retired from the Air Force and my family settled in Payson, UT. You probably figured this out already from my posts, but I am a member of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints (we're commonly called Mormons). I realize that not everyone shares my beliefs in Christ, but my faith is what keeps me alive, keeps me strong, and keeps me going. Right now I am attending Utah State University and am working toward earning my Associate's Degree.
Whether you suffer from depression, are helping someone with that challenge, or you have never known someone with a mental illness, I hope that you can get a little something from this blog. Thanks for reading!

Tuesday, March 11, 2014

For the Forsaken

If there is one thing I have learned from my friends with depression, it is that loneliness kills.  Pretty much everyone feels lonely at some point of their life.  But depression makes you feel lonely every second of every day.  It makes you dread being alone for the rest of your life, with no one to understand your plight.  As a note to those who don't suffer from depression but are reading this, please, help others feel a little less abandoned.  All it takes is a smile, a hug, a few words of reassurance, and letting someone know you are there for them no matter what.  Because I did all of these little things, I have been called an angel... That is both a sweet and an absolutely heart-wrenching feeling.  It only takes a few seconds: so be an angel.


If you suffer from depression, know that you are not alone. One day my friend found these scriptures, and they really resonated with him:

My God, my God, why hast thou forsaken me? Why art thou so far from helping me, and from the words of my roaring?  --Psalms 22:1

And at the ninth hour Jesus cried with a loud voice, saying, Eloi, Eloi, lama sabachthani? Which is, being interpreted, My God, my God, why hast thou forsaken me? --Mark 15:34

And about the ninth hour Jesus cried with a loud voice, saying, Eli, Eli, lama sabachthani? That is to say, My God, my God, why hast thou forsaken me? --Matthew 27:46

Christ felt alone, completely forsaken and abandoned during His divine sacrifice.  Abraham Lincoln struggled with depression throughout his life, as well as Hans Christian Anderson, Johnny Depp, Sir Isaac Newton, and Ernest Hemingway.  If you feel alone in your troubles, know that you are not ever alone.  If you feel abandoned by your God, don't worry : He is there for you.  I know you may not always feel it, but the people around you love you very much.  Sometimes the miracles we pray and hope for are a little ray of sunshine or a flower poking through the sidewalk.  Sometimes they are embodied in the people around us. 

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